~xX~ 8th March, 2012 ~Xx~
It really has been awhile.
Life has been a bitch,
It simply has not been a cinch.
Although I am not one to talk,
I simply can't fathom this thought.
The light so fragile fades away,
to a veil of darkness in a far far place.
I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Know what lies ahead,
In this lifetime.
It really has been awhile.
Life has been a bitch,
It simply has not been a cinch.
Although I am not one to talk,
I simply can't fathom this thought.
The light so fragile fades away,
to a veil of darkness in a far far place.
I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Know what lies ahead,
In this lifetime.
A little rhyme I decided to write up on the spot cause I felt like it.
Always doing things on a whim.
I guess nothing has changed in the past 1 year huh?
For I am still me hehe ;D.
And promises I make, I keep.
I promised a year back that I would return here to post,
No matter how late.
And so here I am, staring at the dreary, yet somewhat dreamy, black tsubasa chronicles wall paper of my blog.
Maybe you would have guessed it already, life has not been smooth sailing for me.
Since when is it ever smooth sailing eh?
Number one rule of Danielism.
Shit will always stand in your way, therefore you need to stand firm and remove the shit.
Cause no one else in this world wants to help you to clear shit off your front door.
Well, maybe not no one else.
But the numbers are obscure to the point of non-existence.
Anyhow, I am here just to update my dusty Blog about what has happened in the past year.
My friend pool is still stagnant.
My assets have not increased.
I still weigh the same as a year back,
Which is good but I WAS planning to slim down lols.
And all that other material hoo-haa still remains in heaven, waiting to be bestowed upon me only in death lolol.
However, I am still quite happy with my life!
Wait..... or am I?
Ok, lets face it. That was a horrible lie.
I really feel at an all time low now.
I really feel that life is unfair and that life doesn't give you a 100% return rate.
Heck, even the 50-60% I actually aim for never gets returned.
All I get are a few loose dimes, nickels and cents change.
While I admitt, they do serve as a little pick me up when I am down.
It sucks to know that when you live to please others, you simply do not please yourself.
It is impossible to do so unless you are a masochist or a demon with a lust for helping others.
True that my life is really really good when compared to some other people.
But then again, I live my life and not theirs.
So I am entitled to my right to lament and whine about it whenever I like!
SUCK IT UP!
lololololol
De-stresssssss~!
One does not simply put down the nice guy.
It is hard to be a nice guy.
Very, Very, Berry hard
Everyone expects you to be like that forever.
It is like you are freaking Jesus man.
You have to go around healing the sick,
teaching the poor,
helping the fallen,
and still be expected smile and ask for the forgiveness of others in the face of death.
My name is Daniel, not Jesus.
Get it right.
I know I have said this before, but just because I do not bite, doesn't mean I can't.
Sheeeeesh.
So many assholes in the world.
You are all lucky that it is a crime to punch you in the face for being an asshole.
That in addition to me being too nice.
Grrrrrr, the more I rant, the more I feel angry! >=(
Bah, forget it.
All I wan't to say is...
I simply do not understand why I can't stop being me.
It hurts when I am me, but i just can't stop.
My father is a coward who always hides behind excuses.
My mother is so ignorant and naive.
My elder brother never gives a fuck.
My two younger brothers are dumb and dumber.
And I am expected to be the pillar of the damn house?
DO I LOOK LIKE JESUS?
Or even a freaking pillar???
I just can't comprehend.
I hate it.
I really do.
I've come to an understanding that if I stop being who I am now.
I will simply screw up the people around me.
And it will all be my fault.
As egoistic as this may sound.
I am probably the gear in the clock that keeps it ticking.
The center stone of the bridge that keeps it from collapsing.
And really the pillar of the deep dark cavern that is my life.
If I give up now, everything I have done before this is for naught.
But hey, the breaking point is in sight and I just don't know how much I can take.
Maybe I'll get through, or maybe I'll make it to the paper's front headlines.
I don't know, only time will tell.
But one thing is for certain.
I certainly will give it my best shot.
And if I am going to fall.
At least I will go down with a bang.
Oh yea, on a side note. I've recently started my SIP.
Which is the student internship program at my school.
For those that do not know me, and as a reminder to my goals and dreams.
I study early childhood education,
and my ambition is to create an evil army of children to dominate the-
*AHEM*
I mean my ambition is to either make my way to the top of the lot and be the legendary teacher of children or to be a really good child psychologist and principal of my own school wahaha.
Yup thats about it.
I have learnt a whole lot already from my 2 weeks in my internship.
But as always, It hasn't been smooth sailing.
But my boat won't let me down huh?
It may be rugged and worn, but it has accompanied me for 18years already.
I know I can put my faith into this vessal!
I am looking forward to graduation already,
which is still one year down the road!
It may seem long, but hey, two years in Poly flew by so fast.
This year will probably be no different huh?
=#
Okies, that would be the end of my rant.
I'll stop yapping for today.
This is my personnal stress ball, and no one can ever take it away from me!
NEVER!
TROLOLOL!
I'll see when my next super irregular post will be, but I hope I will find it in me to stay faithful to this blog. That was one promise I haven't fulfilled yet.
And remember, I never break my promises.
I will be back, count on it!
Hahaha!
This is Daniel here,
Signing off!!
Always doing things on a whim.
I guess nothing has changed in the past 1 year huh?
For I am still me hehe ;D.
And promises I make, I keep.
I promised a year back that I would return here to post,
No matter how late.
And so here I am, staring at the dreary, yet somewhat dreamy, black tsubasa chronicles wall paper of my blog.
Maybe you would have guessed it already, life has not been smooth sailing for me.
Since when is it ever smooth sailing eh?
Number one rule of Danielism.
Shit will always stand in your way, therefore you need to stand firm and remove the shit.
Cause no one else in this world wants to help you to clear shit off your front door.
Well, maybe not no one else.
But the numbers are obscure to the point of non-existence.
Anyhow, I am here just to update my dusty Blog about what has happened in the past year.
My friend pool is still stagnant.
My assets have not increased.
I still weigh the same as a year back,
Which is good but I WAS planning to slim down lols.
And all that other material hoo-haa still remains in heaven, waiting to be bestowed upon me only in death lolol.
However, I am still quite happy with my life!
Wait..... or am I?
Ok, lets face it. That was a horrible lie.
I really feel at an all time low now.
I really feel that life is unfair and that life doesn't give you a 100% return rate.
Heck, even the 50-60% I actually aim for never gets returned.
All I get are a few loose dimes, nickels and cents change.
While I admitt, they do serve as a little pick me up when I am down.
It sucks to know that when you live to please others, you simply do not please yourself.
It is impossible to do so unless you are a masochist or a demon with a lust for helping others.
True that my life is really really good when compared to some other people.
But then again, I live my life and not theirs.
So I am entitled to my right to lament and whine about it whenever I like!
SUCK IT UP!
lololololol
De-stresssssss~!
One does not simply put down the nice guy.
It is hard to be a nice guy.
Very, Very, Berry hard
Everyone expects you to be like that forever.
It is like you are freaking Jesus man.
You have to go around healing the sick,
teaching the poor,
helping the fallen,
and still be expected smile and ask for the forgiveness of others in the face of death.
My name is Daniel, not Jesus.
Get it right.
I know I have said this before, but just because I do not bite, doesn't mean I can't.
Sheeeeesh.
So many assholes in the world.
You are all lucky that it is a crime to punch you in the face for being an asshole.
That in addition to me being too nice.
Grrrrrr, the more I rant, the more I feel angry! >=(
Bah, forget it.
All I wan't to say is...
I simply do not understand why I can't stop being me.
It hurts when I am me, but i just can't stop.
My father is a coward who always hides behind excuses.
My mother is so ignorant and naive.
My elder brother never gives a fuck.
My two younger brothers are dumb and dumber.
And I am expected to be the pillar of the damn house?
DO I LOOK LIKE JESUS?
Or even a freaking pillar???
I just can't comprehend.
I hate it.
I really do.
I've come to an understanding that if I stop being who I am now.
I will simply screw up the people around me.
And it will all be my fault.
As egoistic as this may sound.
I am probably the gear in the clock that keeps it ticking.
The center stone of the bridge that keeps it from collapsing.
And really the pillar of the deep dark cavern that is my life.
If I give up now, everything I have done before this is for naught.
But hey, the breaking point is in sight and I just don't know how much I can take.
Maybe I'll get through, or maybe I'll make it to the paper's front headlines.
I don't know, only time will tell.
But one thing is for certain.
I certainly will give it my best shot.
And if I am going to fall.
At least I will go down with a bang.
Oh yea, on a side note. I've recently started my SIP.
Which is the student internship program at my school.
For those that do not know me, and as a reminder to my goals and dreams.
I study early childhood education,
and my ambition is to create an evil army of children to dominate the-
*AHEM*
I mean my ambition is to either make my way to the top of the lot and be the legendary teacher of children or to be a really good child psychologist and principal of my own school wahaha.
Yup thats about it.
I have learnt a whole lot already from my 2 weeks in my internship.
But as always, It hasn't been smooth sailing.
But my boat won't let me down huh?
It may be rugged and worn, but it has accompanied me for 18years already.
I know I can put my faith into this vessal!
I am looking forward to graduation already,
which is still one year down the road!
It may seem long, but hey, two years in Poly flew by so fast.
This year will probably be no different huh?
=#
Okies, that would be the end of my rant.
I'll stop yapping for today.
This is my personnal stress ball, and no one can ever take it away from me!
NEVER!
TROLOLOL!
I'll see when my next super irregular post will be, but I hope I will find it in me to stay faithful to this blog. That was one promise I haven't fulfilled yet.
And remember, I never break my promises.
I will be back, count on it!
Hahaha!
This is Daniel here,
Signing off!!
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